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It all started over eight years ago when I was breastfeeding.

I didn't expect that what I sensed would turn out to be a mortal threat.

It seemed to me that the diagnosis took forever. According to the doctors, I was too young. The prevailing belief at the time was that breastfeeding and a lack of a family history of oncology were sufficient arguments to ignore the problem. Previously, I had regular check-ups, led a healthy lifestyle, and the only thing I dreamed of was being the best mother I could be.

When I finally found out what I was dealing with, I felt like my life was over… and I was only 29 years old then.

I didn't know what it was like to have cancer. I was so scared, but at the same time I wanted to start treatment as soon as possible, to know that I was acting. I believed that it would be difficult, but that I would recover later.

Unfortunately, a few days after hearing the diagnosis, it turned out that in addition to the change in my breast, the disease had very quickly attacked my liver. My disease became incurable, and I – a palliative patient.

Back then I really thought I only had three months to live…

Since then I have done everything I can to live. I try to get as much out of life as I can.

I have undergone – and continue to undergo – a series of different therapies. I do everything I can to prolong my life.

Fortunately, I don't think about myself every day as someone who is about to die. I feel like I'm holding a "deferred" death certificate in my hand. I want to believe that it's not my time yet.

Unfortunately, my body has been functioning weaker and weaker lately. In order to continue treatment, I first need to regenerate my liver.

There are worse days, but there are also days when I feel like the happiest person in the world.

None of us know how much time we have left. That is why we need good people around us and the awareness that nothing is given to us once and for all.

Help me believe and don't take away my hope for a better tomorrow.

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