The disease appeared to make me love life again. It stopped me and forced me to reflect: live and be good to yourself, because you can't do it anymore.<\/p>\n
Your whole life is on the run. Eating on the go. The constant burden of responsibility. Activity beyond strength. That's how I am. When I commit to something, I do it 100 percent. Always for others. "I can do it..." Before my illness, things were so difficult for me that I said to myself and to God: "Take me away from here, I can't do it anymore, I don't want to." I couldn't cope. I cried a lot and often. It came true\u2026<\/p>\n
4 years ago, during a routine gynecological check-up, the doctor noticed an orange-sized cyst on the ovary! A year earlier, everything was fine, and here's a surprise... I decided to have the "cyst" removed laparoscopically, and after two weeks it turned out that there was cancer in it. Not just any kind \u2013 high-grade serous ovarian cancer.<\/strong> It was necessary to act quickly. I underwent radical surgery, after which I recovered with difficulty. Then chemotherapy, which is standard in this case.<\/p>\n Already during it, I became interested in what, apart from conventional treatment, I could do for myself to have a better chance of survival and recovery. Further actions are my choice and my search: herbs, vitamins, supplements, treatments, lifestyle changes, more exercise. I changed my diet. Previously, I ate a lot of processed products in a hurry. Now I prepare healthy meals myself. I meditate. I focus on my interior, I am less concerned with the outside world.<\/p>\n I never rebelled or wondered why this happened to me. I just want to continue on the path to health. The surgery and chemotherapy left traces on my body. I suffer from adhesion pain. I have a hernia and bladder problems. I have at least two more surgeries ahead of me. I still try to use supplements and use rehabilitation treatments and those that can protect me against the recurrence of the disease. This is all very expensive. So far, I have somehow managed to cope with this challenge. I even worked while doing it. There were times when I would arrive for chemotherapy and set up my laptop. I was in the hospital and at work at the same time. On the one hand, I was glad that I had something to do, because work kept me upright. On the other hand, it was very exhausting, but I had no choice.<\/p>\n My husband has had a serious accident and brain injury. He has not worked for 15 years and has a very modest pension. I am the head of the family and I have always been responsible for providing for it and earning money for my treatments. Currently, my situation has become more complicated because I have lost my regular orders. I can't find another job. I live on benefits and support from my immediate family. Today I have to face my beliefs and ask for support. I've never done it, but now I just really need it because I can't cope on my own.<\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" I have always been responsible for supporting my family and earning money for my treatments. Currently, my situation has become more complicated because I have lost my regular orders. I live on benefits and support from my immediate family. Today I have to face my beliefs and ask for support. I've never done it, but now I just really need it because I can't cope on my own.<\/p>","protected":false},"author":21,"featured_media":72746,"template":"","meta":{"page_title":"\u017byj i b\u0105d\u017a dobra dla siebie, bo d\u0142u\u017cej tak nie dasz rady","first_name":"Magdalena","last_name":"Zientarska","name_variation":"Magdalena","funds_collected":31250.2,"funds_target":80000,"currency":"z\u0142","left_on_the_subaccount":5037.13,"refunded_expenses":26213.07,"collection_on":"leczenie, rehabilitacj\u0119, suplementy i diet\u0119","content_update":"Aktualizacja z dnia 29.04.2026<\/b><\/br> Siedem lat. Tyle czasu min\u0119\u0142o od diagnozy, kt\u00f3ra mia\u0142a by\u0107 ko\u0144cem, a sta\u0142a si\u0119 pocz\u0105tkiem \u2013 cho\u0107 brzmi to dziwnie, ale pomy\u015bla\u0142am sobie, \u017ce warto si\u0119 tym podzieli\u0107 z tymi, kt\u00f3rzy wsparli mnie w tej drodze. Bo chyba wszyscy potrzebujemy dobrych wiadomo\u015bci, tych z\u0142ych mamy na co dzie\u0144 w nadmiarze. Rak jajnika o wysokiej z\u0142o\u015bliwo\u015bci zatrzyma\u0142 mnie w biegu, w kt\u00f3rym bra\u0142am na siebie wszystko \u2013 prac\u0119 ponad si\u0142y, wychowywanie tr\u00f3jki dzieci, opiek\u0119 nad niepe\u0142nosprawnym m\u0119\u017cem i ogarnianie\u00a0jego spraw, dom, rachunki. Choroba wymusi\u0142a na mnie bezwzgl\u0119dn\u0105 refleksj\u0119: nikomu nie pomog\u0119, je\u015bli sama znikn\u0119. Cho\u0107 rak si\u0119 wycofa\u0142, zostawi\u0142 \u015blady. B\u00f3le zrostowe, zastoje limfatyczne, przepuklina i kolejne operacje to rachunek, kt\u00f3ry p\u0142ac\u0119 za radykalne leczenie. Profilaktyka i rehabilitacja, kt\u00f3re chroni\u0105 mnie przed nawrotem, to nie luksus, lecz konieczno\u015b\u0107 \u2013 niestety wci\u0105\u017c kosztowna. Dzi\u015b zamiast jedzenia w po\u015bpiechu stawiam na zdrowe posi\u0142ki, spacery, jog\u0119 i medytacj\u0119. Mniej zajmuje mnie \u015bwiat zewn\u0119trzny, a bardziej to, co czuj\u0119 w \u015brodku. Nie ma we mnie buntu, jest tylko ch\u0119\u0107 dalszego kroczenia drog\u0105 ku zdrowiu.<\/p>\r\n Nadal jestem g\u0142ow\u0105 rodziny i oparciem dla m\u0119\u017ca, kt\u00f3ry od 18 lat nie pracuje po urazie m\u00f3zgu. Cho\u0107 sytuacja zawodowa i utrata zlece\u0144 bywaj\u0105 przyt\u0142aczaj\u0105ce, wierz\u0119, \u017ce poradz\u0119 sobie z tymi trudno\u015bciami tak samo, jak poradzi\u0142am sobie z chorob\u0105.<\/p>\r\n Dzi\u0119kuj\u0119 jeszcze raz. Dzi\u0119ki Wam choroba staje si\u0119 wspomnieniem, a \u017cycie \u2013 \u015bwiadom\u0105 uwa\u017cno\u015bci\u0105. Ka\u017cda Wasza pomoc pozwala mi utrzyma\u0107 ten stan i po prostu by\u0107.<\/p>
A ja...jestem w remisji!\u00a0<\/strong>Dla systemu medycznego to suchy fakt. Dla mnie to siedem lat \u017cycia, kt\u00f3rych mog\u0142o nie by\u0107, a kt\u00f3re wykorzysta\u0142am najlepiej jak mog\u0142am. Chc\u0119 z ca\u0142ego serca podzi\u0119kowa\u0107 Fundacji Rakiety i ka\u017cdemu z Was. Dzi\u0119ki Waszemu wsparciu mog\u0142am wyj\u015b\u0107 poza standardowy protok\u00f3\u0142: korzysta\u0107 z zabieg\u00f3w, wizyt i suplementacji, kt\u00f3re realnie wzmocni\u0142y m\u00f3j organizm. To, \u017ce dzi\u015b jestem tu gdzie jestem, to nasz wsp\u00f3lny sukces.<\/p>\r\n